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nil

2005-12-15T17:18:00.000-08:00

so long nv blog liao.. too sian to blog.. busy doing stuff and the big pile of hol assignment.. later tonight got some SL briefing.. crap la make it so late, i think i m gg to miss the rainbow connection last episode... i wanna see them dance!!!!

anyway, the long hols are coming to an end soon. i haven even really enjoy my hols yet it is coming to an end in 2 weeks time...-.-

ah, i shld take this opportunity to say a big happy birthday to li ting!!! sorry that i forget all abt it yesterday... anyway how times files, we have met each other for 5 years... really thankful to have a fren like her, though we seldom talk to each other due to own commitments , it is really nice knowing her for the past yrs.

i dunno wat else to blog liao.. my brain died off again ;p. i think i need to recharge my battery.

top 5 quirks

2005-10-26T03:07:00.000-07:00

i think yu ning post it to me a week ago but anyway i jus answered today

not really how it works but here are the top 5:

chem: i think w/o it life will be boring for me.. really interesting subj... anyway jus finished on the 2nd law of thermodyanmics. the essence is on entropy the measure of chaotic dispersal of energy in the universe... go read on if u r interested

tv: one of my few forms of recreation during free time. dun really watch a lot of tv nowadays but it is nonetheless good.. dunno how to phrase it..

blue: my fave colour since a long time ago. though blue is often associated with males or melachony.. i still like it esp baby or navy blue

money: i think w/o money many things will be impossible.. i dun mean to equate money to happiness jus that it is part of my priorities.

love: nothing surpasses the power love regardless of the forms it takes. currently, family love ( excuding someone) is most impt to me.

nil

2005-10-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

today, had the principal retirement ceremony. wa, 2hrs long with a lot of speeches! fell asleep more than 1 once thru out the entire ceremony. i was quite amazed at mr tan's achievement even though i only knew abt it today!

got back my results yesterday.. overall not too bad but still not very satisfied. ai ya cos of my disgusting GP i need to appeal to offer S papers. argh... i m afraid that i may not get the papers cos only got C6 for GP n the min requirement is at least B4.. so wat if i get my As.. GP alone destroys all my hard work.. anyway if i m only offered 1 S then i would give up on S papers..

from tmr onwards is PW till 5 for me! wa, i think i will do until i puke blood... anyway lessons will officially start and all of them are lects. i think for most of the subj, they will be gg thru the promo paper corrections. only math, now they starting on a new topic on functions.

haiz.. haven start revising for the stupid bio crap test on fri! sometimes really feel like dropping bio, study until wan to die still do so badly and the tr never fail to disgust or irritate me every lesson... but if i drop then there goes my.... ah! really cant stand it anymore!

mon

2005-10-10T16:05:00.000-07:00

went back to sch for science project briefing. quite a useless trip though. anyway, at home oso rot so go back for while, treat it as a good form of exercise..

tmr, ai ya need to go back to sch for PW and CDP. luckily not until 5pm. will be having lunch with li ting n yu ning n dunno who else.. such a long time since we had a lunch together. someone got her tian mi mi to accompany her so rather inconvenient to eat together...

i m gg broke soon. only got $20 left for this week to spend. dunno how to go for lunch tmr n watch april snow this week. i guess i will have to eat sth cheaper tmr n not NYDC which cost me nearly $20..

nowadays, got like no mood to blog cos i m getting anxious abt my results. 1 more week! all will be out! though i have tried my best but i m still unsure wat kind of results i will get. hope it will be as i have expected it to be. =)

sat..

2005-10-08T20:04:00.000-07:00

my legs are like breaking.... so tired after walking ard orchard during the afternoon.. anyway it was nice to meet up with my hc frens.. never seen each other for abt a mth cos it was near the promos..

well, so glad that is over! hopefully everyone will get the results they desire and get promoted. aj open hse is coming naxt sat but i dun feel excited abt it.. maybe cos i wont be able to go to sajc open hse on tt day.. anyway do come down to aj if u are free on that day. though i do not know if anything there interests you but frankly it is rather ok place to go to for ur A levels. frankly speaking the trs really care. n aj is not really that bad jus tt is looks a bit old in appearance. anyway dun judge a book by its cover.

the weekends are coming to an end. is gg to PW and PW for us for the next few weeks. ah... dunno how i can survive the days like tt.. hope tt it will be over really soon.. well shldnt comment too much in case i got sued by SEAB for making false statements on blogs..

well that's all..

exams r over!

2005-10-07T10:09:00.000-07:00

yay!!! exams are over! i think promos are like 10 times worse than O levels! wonder y i chose to go jc?

review of the papers i took:
GP: essay i wrote abt globalisation. i think more than half of the cohort wrote abt it... then paper 2. wa i think compre was very difficult. i look at the 1st qn then i was stunned. dunno wat to write, then the rest of the qns were equally as bad.. anyway i hope i can pass it...

bio: this is the most disgusting bio paper i have taken. 2 of the qns were recycled from past yr promo papers! it is like argh!! cos no one bother to really pay much atention to those qns cos our tr told us the week b4 none of the qns would be recycled cos he is singlehandedly setting the whole sect B. then this happen! like.... anyway i think the paper was quite ok..

math: much better than the mid yrs. seriously i know how to do all the qns but did have time t check thru the whole paper. so i think i made some silly mistakes at the back.. but anyway was quite satisfied with the paper.

chem: it is chem paper! well wat shld i say.. i found the 1st qn of the free response quite unexpected.. cos it is on noble gases.. din expect it to come out.. anyway i felt this paper was relatively ok...

phy: mcq was alright. i could finish it 5 mins b4 times up. but i think the structured part was a bit too hard pressed for time.. was rushing thru the whole paper.. found it a bit hard.. anyway it was the last paper!

promos are finally over! realy hope tt i can get 2 S papers...

1 mth later

2005-08-23T17:25:00.000-07:00

this is exactly 1 mth since i last blogged. wow!!

well nth much happen these jus tt i keep on getting heart breaks from marinah... ai ya always say things tt upsets me... today phy spa practice sux.. always need to redo the whole pract.. so irritating!!! next i decided to bring ear plugs so tt i wont have to listen to all the mistakes tt i have made n need to correct them.. argh!!~! so pissed.!

so many things happen the last mth.. went to imcb for their research outreach program w zhu xuan.. then spend 3 days together n went holland v for lunch n watch charlie together... anyway we are like bickering the whole day lor... ai ya tt is our mode of communication??

then went to hc for their arts fest.. ai ya this so long ago liao now then i blog.. paiseh ar.. anyway planning to go back for MAF.. then can see yien, wanling and so on.... cant wait to go back there man... can see how big the event is n enjoy the nice lanterns...

oh well, promos are drawing near.. like 4 wks n 6 more days to go if i m not wrong.. pin all my hopes on it.. cos tt is the only exam tt determines whether i will get my S papers and so on.... quite ready to study hard liao.. hope i wont screw up my maths again n tt bio paper will fine... well as for chem, got a feeling tt i would be very hard n challenging.. anyway tt kind of paper then is nice to do or no kick in doing the paper! this time must really try to get at least like 3 As!! must improve upon my common tests results!!!!

ya, i blogged. but i guess i wont be bloggin any sooner... so be prepared to wait for another 1 mth.

nil

2005-07-24T14:53:00.000-07:00

it is sunday once again! so it is bloggin time for me!!

my leg hurts!! i dunno y but it has been hurting since thu.. so pain that i had difficulty cliimbing up or down the stairs. anyway i think it is a blessing in disguise! i got excuse from pe for 9 days!!
yay!!! finally can skip pe without having to do make up pe! :)

yesterday went for Eureka bbq. didnt feel like gg in the first place cos my leg hurts. but i paid for it!! in the end i went for it. i think it was not bad cos i had quite a lot of fun there. i think we bought too much food, cos in the end we still had more than half a pot of uncook chicken wing. at first we stll think that there may not be enough food for us to eat.

jus now read yu ning blog n i empathise with her. y do adults like to make false assumptions abt us? y cant we be trusted? it is really a very bad feeling to be not trusted at n worse being suspected of doing sth which u have never done it! i find it totally ridiculous! but wat to do? there are so many things in this world that are beyond our control. wonder when will all these rubbish end??

ai ya that's all for today! will try to blog more often! haha!!

nil

2005-07-17T15:32:00.000-07:00

em o well since i have not blog for such a long time i shall start updating the things tt happen the past week.

mon: got back phy paper. haiz i got a B. so sad if i had not minus mark 2 marks for sf n other silly marks i would have gotten a A. sad!!! anyway later in the day got pw. sianz. pw madness!!! pw is nothing but a total waste of time. jus need to bear with it for another 4 mths!

tue: had afternoon pe. ran 6 runs with zhu xuan n did all the silly conditioning exercise. later aft pe went to causeway pt to meet my hc frens. like never meet them for abt 1 mth. so nice to meet them again. got to kmow more abt hc block test papers. then had dinner with them at KFC before gg back home.

wed: had cca in the afternoon. attended a gene transformation workshop in the Elementz lab. well i guess it was a gd way to spend a wed afternoon?! Eureka is making me more n more busy with all those admin stuff to be done n upcoming projects. who ask me to want to be in the exco! cant complain any more cos tt is wat i have chosen.

thu: got 2 irritating prac reports to be done. then countless sms was sent to me asking how to the qns in the report. wa so damn distracted doing hw at tt time la. anyway got back the GP paper. felt so relieved tt i actually pass it. i was so worried tt i will fail it.

fri: went for class lunch. end up only like less than 15 ppl turn up for it. anyway went to amk central to have our lunch. ate Jack's place student meal with zhu xuan cos the others went to S11 for lunch. later aft lunch had to rush back to sch for march past trg. haiz so waste of time! the trg only lasted for like 15 mins n we waited like 3 hrs for it!!! anyway qiao yun, marinah n i stayed back n gossip abt crappy stuff.

sat: was invited by my hc frens to go for their bbq at my former CT hse. in the end i did not go cos next week i oso got Eureka bbq for the seniors. didnt feel like gg to Ah Guat hse basically. so sick to see her la.

ya summarise wat happen the whole of this wk in 1 entry! not bad rite? maybe i shall do this everyweek? haha!

nil

2005-07-10T15:53:00.000-07:00

ya so long neva blog liao. quite tired these days n sufferin from post exams blues. sad la my mid yrs.... now i hoping to get another 1/2 mark for bio to get an A. seems quite impossible with mr ong around but nontheless i tink i shld try so that my results will look nicer.

ai ya enuf of results stuff... now rather busy with exco stuff esp now tt i m the secretary, need to do alot of admin stuff on school buzz. sianz. i m so not free these days tt i haven even meet up my HC frens yet!! so miss them!!! cant wait to see them really soon...

dunno wat to write now! no mood to blog too! damn sianz..

first day back to sch

2005-07-05T16:42:00.000-07:00

anyway so long neva blog liao.. paiseh la i didnt feel like bloggin the past few days. got MOE excel fair at suntec for 2 days then was like standing for like 10 hrs each day! a bit exaggerated but it is really tt long.... was so tired aft tt n reached home like 9 sth each day! so decided to take a gd rest on sunday so i didnt blog la..

on mon, went to watch INITIAL D!! the movie was very nice n entertaining except for the ending which was very abrupt n quite meaningless. anyway it was a gd movie though i liked the actors more than i love the plot of the story. highly recommened movie!! hahaz! :D

today was the day of proper lesson. got back my chem mcq n made me feel quite upset for the whole day. yu ning won me by 1 MARK!!! tt is the main thing tt i m quite sad abt! i have NEVER lost to her for chem la. sad case. anyway it is over la so no use crying over it. must congratulate yu ning for beating me! it is like her aim la! really i felt happy for her is sincere one lor. lose then lose la but u cant help but feel a bit upset but i really admit failure. must move on!

had pe in the hot tue afternoon. not so bad today la only ran 2 runs for warm up. then went to play captain's ball in the MPH. yay! got shade or else will really be sun burnt in the hot sun. anyway the game was fun! i tink our team lost but who cares is jus a game. wat is most impt is tt we had enjoyed ourselves.

tt's all for today. looking forward to get back my chem paper to see how i did for the paper!

exams r over

2005-06-30T21:00:00.000-07:00

YAY!!!! EXAMS R OVER!! though i noe i did not do very well for this test but i still felt relieved. i really tink tt As is BIG jump from the Os!! dunno isst tt i never practise enuf or i m still in Os honneymoon period... anyway it is over so no use crying over it n i hav learnt to take things easy. wat is urs is urs no use forcing it!

today had a great day! had claz lunch at pizza hut. sat with yy, yu ning, delia, aileen. had a lot of fun eating together. so long neva hav a claz outing so quite glad to hav one though evry1 is like splited up into smaller grps. compare now to hc where we hav an outing almost evrywk , a bit the pathetic la! anyway at least we had one :)

then aft lunch went to town with hui ping, hwee yen , mel n ho ying. surprisingly we took neoprints twice n tt cost me $3.20. ok la i tink is quite worth it la. had a lot fun taking the neoprints. we damn comical la always get "tricked" by the machine. the first time we took it in heeren we chose a machine w 2 cam then we r practically standing n squading non stop la! the machine alt the cam so fast tt we had like practically to react la! so funny la aft 12 consecutive shots! then we took neoprints again in far east. this time had not enuf to finish decorating it n the last few shots were badly done as hui ping chose the thing wrongly.

anyway it was very fun to do all these things together! hope tt we can go out together more!

exams.....

2005-06-29T00:00:00.000-07:00

1 more day to go n common tests are over at least for now! today is chem paper! my fav paper! i find it quite ok jus manage to finish it w/o balancing a weird eqn. dunno how to balance it n spend so much time on it! anyway i tink is only 1 mark so dun feel so bad.

yest math paper was like shit! the last few qns r like so hard! i didnt do some of them it is like 17 marks gone for sure! how to get an A like tt??? sad la :( ai ya hope at least can get a B! dunno C in my tests or else will look very ugly

bio paper was quite ok 2 of the qns inside were talen from tys n i like read the ans b4 so i find it quite managable! dunno whether will get an A for it or not but at least i tried my best! anyway i tink aj paper is relatively less challenging as compared to hc paper. their qn is like totally 'unique' i shld say!

tmr is phy liao! my phy not very gd one lor so must really practise a lot later b4 gg for the test. at first i hope to get like at least 3As for the tests one but now it is a bit hard with my maths n bio not very sure whether possible or not??

looking forward to tmr! last paper alr!! finally can rest a little while b4 next round of common tests starts in wk 6!

ans to bio qn

2005-06-25T06:05:00.000-07:00

2 more days to common tests!! really cant wait for it to be over.. then can do all the things i wanna do like watch Initial D! wa i tink the show shld be great with all the shuai ges inside :) last planning to watch it with yu ning they all but i tink now with the MOE Excel until 8pm on fri n sat.. quite impossible

anyway as promised i will give the ans for tt qn today. actually the ans is because the DNA formed during PCR are actually 'naked' not coiled around histones but the DNA in our body is coiled around histones then coiled again to form chromatids thus more stable. basically tt is the ans and the qn is worthed 2 marks. i tink i shld acknowledge the source of this qn( rmb PW). i got this qn from HC lect test2. in case i got sued by the sch i tink i shld acknowledge where i got the qn from :p

tt's abt it for today! i tink will only blog on thu aft the last paper!

nil

2005-06-24T09:47:00.000-07:00

sorry for not bloggin for such a long time. i did went online just that i m lazy to blog n i need to revise for my common tests. once sch repens it will be a busy term again!! ai ya after the common tests i got to help out at the MOE excel fair for 2 consecutive days! cannot go out n play:( so many days of studying n staying... feel so much like resting but cannot leh the moment i slack i felt bad abt not studying. Pre exam stress!! anyway it it going to be over soon just 1 more week n everything is over!

shall not write any longer. B4 i go post a qn for ur to try! it is a bio qn quite interesting la!!
the qn is " Pdtof PCR is less structurally stable than the DNA in our body. Explain this statement". i found this qn very interesting though but not very difficult. feel free to post ans of this qn on my tagboard!! hahaz!!!

science focus

2005-06-18T16:40:00.000-07:00

went for science focus on thu n fri.. i found it very fun n enriching!!!:D the lects are all very interesting n make me even more determined to have a career related to science research. so cool n so meaningful like creating gene therapy for parkinson's diease. i so damn regret for not gg there on the previous days!! esp tt i missed the chemical n life sciences lect!! zhu xuan n pei yueng went for almost all the lect n went for pract sessions. wa liao i so damn xian mu them lor.... can go down to nus 5 days a week!!! anyway at least i attended 3 lects still not tt bad.

collected my hp finally!! :P aft 3 weeks in the nokia care centre!! hope tt this time i wont hang aft 2-3 days or else i wil need to go down n service it again le.... dun really like tt hp model cos my dream hp model is N7260!!! so wanted tt lor!! anyway this hp is not bad either with camera n radio... was consoling myself la..

sch reopening soon!! want common tests to be over really soon so tt no need to tink of exams all day!!

the true you quiz

2005-06-15T10:30:00.000-07:00

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.

Who's" the True You?

took this quiz which i tink is quite accurate except the part tt says tt i tend to think abt others' feelings a lot. pls la pple always say tt i m very insensitive which is quite true then the quiz say tt i m eager to be liked. ai ya maybe tt is my true self tt has not been revealed?? anyway took other tests too but did not post them on my blog. quite a fun website with many weird quizzes.

still waiting for my fone to get repaired... had been in the Nokia Care Centre(NCC) for 3 weeks yet still not repaired. so damn pissed la. went to the NCC at Wheelock Place for the 5th time liao then the fone still hang immediately aft collection. everytime aft i collected the fone i will work for a max of 5 mins then it will start hanging. damn it la!!! bought the fone n used it for only 3 days then the rest of the days it is 'resting' in NCC. in conclusion, i will never buy a nokia fone again!!! so lousy la no i shld i m very unlucky to get tt fone!! make me had to use a old fone for so long... :( going to collect it this fri. hope it is gg to work..... if not i had to wait again.

sorry for not blogging for such a long time

2005-06-14T10:00:00.000-07:00

sorry that i had not blogged for such a long time.... i was sick la so didnt go online to blog lor.... how would i abandon a blog i took like so long to create!!!! i m very responsible one ok?!! :P

anyway feel really sad cos i didnt go down to nus yesterday n today for the science focus thing... science is my passion leh n i actually missed my fav lect yest on chemical n life sciences!!!! i feel so sad yest lor. :( oso i didnt go the movie marathon which i tink is held at lia's house. Y did i fell sick?? if i didnt then i can spend my 3rd wk of hols in nus n not at home alone looking at the walls...

allmost forgot, i got my new haircut on sat the day before i fell sick... i tink it is not bad la but whenever i wake up the hair will all stand up like a gong ji.... i tink cos it is too thin or too many layers at the top so will make it stand up at the morning.... then wat pisses me off is tt i repeatedly ask the hairdresser if my hair will stand up in the morning then she say she is 100% sure tt it wont yet my hair still stand up.... wa lao i feel like gg back there n scold tt person....

finally, i was so happy to find so many ppl tagging at my blog.... so happy la cos i tot my blog will onli hav li ting n yu ning visiting it so was rather touched to find the no of ppl tagging there.... thx leh!!! as u can see i m a very easily satisfied person except when it comes to my studies where i seek perfection....
anyway i will try to blog everyday now during the hols. when sch reopens maybe blog once every 2-3 days la or else no time to study n prepare for common tests....

Dumplings

2005-06-10T13:48:00.000-07:00

took a long time to find this blogskin... i think it is nice n very cute!! Do u?? ;p
only linked li ting n yu ning cos only knew their url.... maybe after this then i will go n visit more blog n link more of them.... anyway for those we visit my blog pls tag my board la... it is so pathetic now only got me myself n i.

btw, today ate 2 dumplings for lunch. Yummy!!! maybe cos it is seasonal so i found it esp delicious :D Later aft lunch i did my newspaper analysis on ethical issues abt life sciences. Quite boring to do hw so i came online to blog. Finding blogging very fun esp designing it. I noe i m not asthetically inclined but i really spent a lot time n effort designing it. anyay if tag my board pls tell me whether u like it or not or areas of improvement. I will heed ur advice seriously cos tt is the only way to improve. :D

My First Entry

2005-06-09T16:14:00.000-07:00

i m so glad that i have my own blog now!!!

today is a bad day!!! woke up today with a horrible sore throat..... no appetite to eat my breakfast but still need to finish it. wa liao, i eat until so mian qiang.... so decided to finish up my thermochemistry tutoriaL. THEN MY NEXT NIGHTMARE OCCUR!!! I received a call from my aunt telling me not to go out today cos my MOM is going to go out later... i had no choice but to cancel my PW meeting with Yo3 they all at Big Mac Centre... so sad la.... cant go out today :(

later Yo3 sms me n we were toking abt how resourceful my mom was n how wonderful if she was to become a PI.. LOL sad case leh.... playing hide n seek with my own mom...
then had lunch n continue doing my revision when mel called to ask to call MOE abt the email interview with mr tharman.... then called up MINDEF to ask abt NS stuff n realise tt i made e fool out of myself by asking them qns tt they have ans on the net.... so pissed la

em tt's abt all tt happen to me in the 1st part of the day..... will blog again tmr

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nil